“Oh do God, Oh do God, Oh do remember me – foreveeeeer” My sister and I sang enthusiastically, standing on the top of the flyover – a position that passed for a hill in Hull which is generally flatter than a frying pan. We had learned the song that morning at church and fueled by the free biscuits and tea we’d gobbled down after the service, we were experimenting with being very good Christians indeed. If God could hear us singing we figured, we would be saved.
I wasn’t sure what we were being saved for, or from but I liked the idea of it. I was concerned about KM though. She was singing out of tune.
“Do you think God would mind if we don’t hit the proper notes?” I asked.
“God doesn’t care about such trivial matters,” KM said with such authority that I nearly believed her. She was 16 months older than me so she often knew better or at least she thought she did. She had just had her 11th birthday.
It was a beautiful April Sunday and we were walking to our school some three miles away to go to a swimming gala. I was going as an extra, with the chance of swimming if someone else didn’t turn up. Also, I was my teacher, Mrs Johnson’s project: she was certain that swimming would heal the ills of the giant and ugly scar on my leg from my accident the summer before.
My sister and I walked companionably, KM pacing herself with my limp. We were still in our church finery, including our best coats. Mine was a turquoise mac, with neat pockets to the side, and a collar that in the height of 70s fashion, practically reached my lapels. The outfit was set off with an incongruous black and white string bag that was slung lazily over my shoulder and contained the remains of some meat paste sandwiches in grease proof paper and my hastily assembled towel and a cossie. KM’s kit was, in comparison, neatly arranged. Her lunch remained uneaten.
When we arrived at school Mrs Johnson was there, and so too was Mrs Armstrong, the needlework teacher, and Mr Baker who was a secondary school teacher and the father of one of the swimmers. They were surrounded by a dozen eager kids in the bike sheds. Their cars were parked parallel to the dragon’s teeth: concrete posts that marked the edges of the playground.
Mrs Johnson was a typical PE teacher, practical and efficient; she was dressed in a blue tracksuit, with her dark hair pulled back in a ponytail. Mrs Armstrong represented a contrast; she wore a floaty Laura Ashley type dress with unruly curls of hair spilling all over her shoulders. She was giving up her Sunday for the good of the children. And we appreciated it. Mr Baker was reminiscent of a character from a Kestrel for a Knave: short and stocky, he wore white tennis shorts and a pair of sports socks with a blue and red stripe pulled up to his mid-calf.
We were allocated Mrs Armstrong’s car for the journey to South Hunsley School where the gala was to take place. I sat behind the passenger seat, next to the child seat that carried Mrs Armstrong’s 3 year old daughter. My sister was behind Mrs Armstrong. I forget who was in the front seat.
We set off to North Ferriby – a village on the foreshore of the River Humber. Mrs Armstrong was sketchy about the geography of the place we were headed (although she’d been before) and made the decision to, where possible, tailgate Mrs Johnson. Mr Baker took up the rear of the convoy.
1974 was a time of change in and around Hessle Foreshore with infrastructure changes and the early stages of construction beginning for the Humber Bridge. (When the bridge opened in 1981, it was the longest single suspension bridge in the world but it has now been passed by 7 other bridges. It sits proudly astride the Humber Estuary.) In 1974 the north tower of the bridge was nearing completion. What this meant on the ground was that heavy and articulated Caterpillar Machinery carried gigantic pieces of concrete and metal about the place, and a series of temporary traffic lights controlled the movement of all other vehicles to accommodate them.
To be fair to Mrs Armstrong, there is no reason why she should have known any of this, or known that she needed to look out for changes. Her focus was on getting there, on not losing sight of Mrs Johnson and on managing her raised anxiety at carrying children in her car who did not belong to her.
At least, I assume this is what she was thinking about when she jumped the traffic lights.
There was something oppressive about the atmosphere: it was muddy and the trees that had protected the foreshore for years were, in large part, being preserved meaning it was suddenly cooler and darker. Mrs Armstrong was oblivious to the situation and continued to drive forwards.
I am not sure whether the Caterpillar vehicle saw us first, or whether Mrs Armstrong finally saw it heading towards us: to be honest it was pretty hard to miss – bright yellow and burdened with a piece of concrete the size of a small house. Both drivers jumped on their brakes simultaneously. The only blessing was that Mrs Armstrong’s nervousness meant she was driving slowly.
We skidded but could not stop and swung 360 degrees hitting the Caterpillar smack bang on its side – exactly where I was sitting. I heard the glass smash. I bent my body to my legs and hoped for the best. Out of the corner of my eye I saw that my sister had done the same. The impact of the collision sent Mrs Armstrong’s car catapulting into the air and my stomach flipped as we left the ground, rolling over twice before we came to a resounding stand-still, upside down resting neatly alongside a crash barrier.
I don’t know who helped us out. I do know that when I looked back at the mangled car I saw two things that have stayed with me: firstly, where I had been sitting the car was squashed completely so that I couldn’t have sat up if I had wanted to and secondly, Mrs Armstrong’s daughter was screaming and dangling upside down still strapped in her car seat. I really don’t know what happened to her.
Slightly dazed, my sister and I looked at each other. We didn’t hug. We were not a hugging family. We did however empty out the glass from our pockets – it poured like water. My lovely turquoise mac was ripped on the arm but aside from that, I was unscathed.
Mr Baker drew up in his car like the cavalry. The police, who had appeared as if by magic, suggested we climb in and carry on our journey. I sat in the back on someone’s knee, and off we went leaving Mrs Armstrong behind to pick up the pieces, later swimming in the gala as if nothing had happened.
So far as I know at school, no one ever spoke about the accident again and the only indication that it had even happened was that Mrs Armstrong arrived for work in a different car completely: a big black Standard Vanguard that belonged to her father.
My sister and I considered our good luck and for quite some time believed with absolute conviction that our visit to the church followed by our singing on the flyover earlier that day had made all the difference. Do Lord Remember Me